Do "Do-Overs" Exist?

 July 16th, 2023

I am basking in the transformation of my marriage. Today I stumble across a journal entry I wrote a decade ago wishing for a chance to fall in love with Sam again:

Journal entry written June 9th 2012:

Last night Sam and I watched the movie The Vow.  Can't help but wonder what life would be like if I woke up from a coma and couldn't remember my husband.

Right now, I’m thinking I like that idea! ☺ 

Our 14 years have been HARD!  I’d give them up to start fresh again!!

There’s only an up side to this scenario.  I’d still be where I am today but I'd have to start all over with my husband.

I’M GAME FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH SAM AGAIN. 

Bring on the make out sessions, twitterpation, chills and romance!! 

That’s a Do-over I’d sign up for in a heartbeat.

I don’t want another man, I just want to fall in love with Sam again. 

I know that sounds bad, but it’s true, I would.  

I need to get better at forgetting

and I’ll probably get better at LOVING while I’m at it.

I’m going to work on that!