I found Sam Thursday morning in our exercise room it was 9:30am. Our morning routine was “off” but it didn’t make sense until I got back from dropping kids off at school. He wakes at 4:30am for personal worship, 12 Step Study, and exercise. He would make green smoothies downstairs in the basement (because the blender is loud) and leave them on the kitchen table for the kids. Then he’d have 2 boiled eggs with his “secret green sauce” waiting for me. That morning when we were ready to leave, nothing was in the kitchen but the lights downstairs were on so I knew he was downstairs. Most the time he is already gone for work by the time the rest of us make it downstairs. I figured he would be rushing upstairs any minute. We left without our breakfast. Twenty minutes later when I returned, I saw his truck still in the garage and my heart knew something was wrong. I went into the house and nothing had changed. Still no smoothies or eggs, and no smell of freshly showered Sam, but the li...
